I’m lifting out of a dark/ lazy cycle, and currently cycling into a phase of hyper motivation, and craving wanderlust…
My heart wants to relocate so badly, and just be successful in a whole new environment. I feel as though I’m prepared for flourishing and growing on the inside, but I’m stuck in the same old environment. With all the old memories, habits, and old failures.
I’m cycling into a new version of me that really wants new things, and experiences. I want to stay in this mind set, at least long enough to learn how it feels.
"Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the overcompensations for misery. And, of course, stability isn’t nearly so spectacular as instability. And being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. Happiness is never grand."